life goes on

It's a new year coming. No matter how much you miss 2010, or how much you are looking forward to 2011, 1st of January comes at the same time for everyone. Fair and Square.

Looking back at 2010, what had i gone through..

1. Got my undergraduate. with honors. and my first class.

2. Had an awesome internship at Tioman, and made new friends *o*

3. Celebrated our 2nd year anniversary with thesis.

4. Got a job.

5. Make it to the Mt Kinabalu Low's Peak ^o^

But other than this. Nothing important. So many things to do but i had not complete. Lots of item to be 'checked'. But somehow 2010 was awesome for me. I begin my year as a university student, hanging out and bluffing here and there. In the end of this year i started my very first job in my life. Lots to learn.

I pass by McDonald's just now. Saw the prosperity burger. It reminds me of the time we had the burger at KK, with all coursemates. It was a great time. But nothing replays. Perhaps me, NE, tzes, and tall can have together this year again?

Cheers everyone. It's another year ahead. It's another 365days of your very own adventure!

EMO.

Suddenly fell into emo again. Reading all those jimuiss planning for year end trip. I missed it. For some reason, i always miss it. Final year project, family trip, uni thingie.. all sorts of crap. But the result is I MISSED THOSE TRIPS. and the one coming up.

My weeks become 5days, then 2days rushing back here with you, then 5 days there 2 days here. HERE AND THERE. Traveler. I tell myself. It's worthwhile.

Christmas's over. Honestly i never celebrate any Christmas. Never celebrate but somehow everytime I know it's existence, jokers, all the shops keep on playing 'SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN.

Quite a while i stop posting. Busy. The nonetheless excuse. Working life is just different. I miss the days being pronounce as uni student. *o* and the student price.

I came about to question myself. Is all these worth it?! I sacrifice the family time, the friendship at home, my BF time, for this job. Am I doing well? I don't know. Dad always ask me to look for other job, YC always ask me to stop being so tired, and i still homesick. After years being away, I still homesick. JOKERS.

One day i look into the mirror. And i found only myself. Who somehow a little bit different from the one i used to.

HELLO STRANGER.

Small sea lion.

Sorry everyone. Nothing amazing. Just want to share a stupid joke.

Before the joke start, I would like to thanks FC for providing this joke. It's a nice one. Trust me.

So yeah. One day, after the sea lion show, otter twinkle came out. The lil fella. Lots of audience still there. And then one pass in front of us.

Kid: Hey mom! See!! See!!!

Mom: Hey son!

Kid: Wow! What's that?

Mom: Boy, see! It's a small sea lion.

-_-''

So for your information, these is sea lion and otter. (Let me smack you if you can't tell them apart. Thanks.)

smiling dolphins

So everyone must have the idea: Dolphins are friendly, dolphins always smile, dolphins are kind and the angel.. and blah blah blah..

Excuse me, they are not friendly. They bite.

Moreover, they are freaking cheeky. Not the lovely kind of cheeky. And I'm not yet there to train them yet. But lucky enough to be 'fool' by them.

And dolphins are carnivore. They hunt and kill. They weren't always smiling, they have no cheek, they were forced to smile.

Last but not least, they are not angel. They are just dolphins.

I hate myself

I was always like this. Always. And I hate this me so much. I hide it for so long, so unexpectedly the devil came out today...

I hate myself for this. I hate my tears. I hate my uncontrollable tear glands. I know my tears is always my cheerleader. But I'm not kiddo anymore. I don't want to cry in front of people.

Dear myself, please grow up. And learn to block your stupid tear glands.

Milk tea.

It is weird with a title 'milk tea' and follow by a drawing like this

Who do you think she is?

---> It's my queen. My red queen.

Nobody likes red queen. She's the bad character in the story. But she's just a pity character. She deserves fans as well. She deserves love too. Like 'white'. And to add on, i don't like white.

Going back to milk tea. I miss those 'milk tea' session in the mid night.

Me + Tall + NE. Tiny Pearls. Chocolate ice-blended.

I miss the fun we had.

sea lion.

I used to tried so hard. so hard. yet i couldn't really specified the difference between true seal and fur seal.

** It's always hard to memorize the difference without seeing the real thing. haha and that's why i hate chemistry xx

True seal (why are they 'true' and the other is 'fake'?)

1. No external ear.
2. walk very ugly and clumsy on land.
3. neck can't move. always look in front..
4. can be marine or freshwater.

Fur seal (ok, to make life easier, it's sea lion)

1. Have external ear.
2. can 'run' on land. hind flipper able to move and use for maneuverer.
3. neck always moving. like turkey.
4. all survive only in marine environment.

After all the lesson, actually i just want to post my graffiti today. This came into my mind when seeing Nok with the sea lion. But guess what, i change Nok into me. Dream dream dream...

my monday bluess

Back to work after escape to BF at malaysia. Trust me you won't really love your country after you left. That's so true. Concept applies to family. You won't realize how great is living at home until u really left.

So back to work today. Yeah I moved to otter stage now. Finally today i get to duty to 'feed'. Feed to otter. It was indeed a wonderful experience.

But today early in the morning i was so pissed. By a freaking hell unrelated women.

Yes. no shit was given. and no shit will be give.

Scout boys

I was at Kranji this morning, like half past 10. Then i saw a group of scout boys. Holding the tongkat, with a map, on their 'journey'. I just wanted so much to take a picture of them. Then i approach the seems like leader guy in front. He said 'sorry m'am, no....'. Aww.. I just wish so much to share with everyone. Cause I saw our past in them.

Sisters, you might say that I was the weakest girl among us. Yes, i struggled a lot those days. Our 'mengembara' thingie. I think I did contribute a lot in dragging our time. It doesn't seems a good memory to me. But sisters, it is. Seeing those scout boys bring me back to the schooling day. Our biggest worry was scout, homework, result and friends. But yet we thought it was so big. So big to shed my tears. And now looking back it's so childish of me. yet so naive side of me.

Sisters, scouting days were one big part of my good old time. Thanks for accepting me in those days. I love you girls. It build the me today.

p/s: I couldn't find any better picture. I wasn't at home. And this was from 'friendster'..

and p/s again: my old blog died. moved all the post to another place by default. I have no idea how to move it here.