So I talked about me and you and the distance to S. After work shower. She told me she doesn't think it works.
S: What's the point?
Me: ....
S: What's the point for having someone so far?
Me: For the day we're going to be together again. Like those days.
Yes. Then i finally realize. All the 'suffers' we have for now is for future. So we think we have future. Nope, we'll have. Psycho-ing myself. Of the picture of future.
The chinese reunion day, the new year is so near. This is the first year I'm away from home. We never celebrate new year together yet, cause we're not family yet. And also we are always apart.
Happy Chinese New Year. Me love everyone.
Me miss my family, maybe a little bit more than missing you in this festive. Sorry.
